this is my book- my life.
after what i've been through, it's hard for me to believe it again.
i live by it. i'm alive by it. i believe in it. i am with it.
i'm not fear. i'm not afraid. it's not that i'm not, it's just not there in me.
kinda like, i don't feel anything anymore.
not like what i used to feel. i suppose i'm recovering.
but the memories not fully erase from my mind.
i'm trying to get over it.
it's just like a little maggot in my stomach.
crawling little bit by bit.
but i know i'm going to go through this moment.
time heals, that's what everyone say.
i agreed, but not totally.
these 4 letter word, getting extinct in my soul.
just like the ashes vanish in the wind, slowly.
today not as bad as i expected.
when a person in a certain point of emotional level,
the mind and soul will react in a different way.
all of sudden, i define my new life.
as if i am the new albert einstein.
and there's a few who agreed of what i defined.
my eyes seeing things differently.
my heart feel things unusually.
my mind doesn't work like used to.
today is not same as the usual days before.
like i said, this is a new chapter.
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