this is my book- my life.
seriously, i really confuse.
where is my feelings? i am so curious.
i dont feel a thing. not like before.
at the same time, i am liking this way.
at least i dont feel the pain in my heart.
but i discovered something else.
i still having the same habit.
this habit of looking and seeing other people.
the only different is, i dont feel anything at all whenever i see and look at people.
i used to feel sad, upset, heart pain, disappointing, and regret whenever i look at other couples.
they remind me my love moments back time; how sad it is. how disappointed it is.
i commit myself. but seems like, my other half.. don't.
i work it out. but the game isn't one player game.
and it's all gone. it's all became history in my book, and i wont flip it back.
today is another yesterday. nothing change. still the same.
im ok wit it, for now.
i adore Marilyn Monroe.
her thoughts same with me. or should i say, my thoughts same with hers.
i decided to tattoo her portrait on my skin.
im still considering. im gonna design one of her.
she will be reminding me from time to time.
reminds me of everything. reminds me of my life.
reminds me of what's life. reminds me of myself.
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